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Sunday, November 19, 2017

Erno Laszlo Vitamin C Peel



Hey everyone! Welcome to cold weather season! Ew! LOL. Even though I hate anything below 72 degrees, I try to make the best of it by enjoying time indoors. *Insert Spongebob's ode to indoors song*
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Anyway, for me that means lots of Netflix and face masks. You know ya girl loves a good face mask! So winter is a good time to try a bunch of different ones to combat that dry, dull skin. I had the pleasure of getting to test out the Erno Laszlo White Marble Dual Phase Vitamin C Peel, thanks to Influenster!


I was really excited to try this one because I'd never tested anything like it before. But wowie, this one is a beauty!


It works in two steps. First you open the jar that smells of a delicious orange grove; slightly reminiscent of the end of the Soarin' ride in Disney World. This part of the peel works as an exfoliant. You apply a thin, even layer and massage it in for up to 3 minutes. Then the second step is the activator or the chemical part of the peel. Fill the syringe and mix it into the exfoliant already on your face. Let that sit for 1 minute, rinse with warm water and viola! A quick five minutes for great results if you ask me!

Speaking of which...the results! Here's a before and after.


As you can clearly see, there was a huge difference after just one use! First of all, as I said in my Instagram story, my face has never felt this soft. Like, I actually couldn't stop feeling it! On top of that, my skin was glowing and looking almost airbrushed compared to the before picture. 

You can use this once a week, which is nice to have as a part of your routine, and it's a lot of fun to use. I also really liked how quick and easy it was. I think it will come in handy if I'm having a bad skin day and need a quick fix! I'd definitely recommend it to use before applying makeup to give you a super smooth base to work with! Bonus: it's chock-full of healthy ingredients like Vitamin C (obviously), carrot seed oil and lactic acid. 


Overall I really enjoyed this mask/peel and would 100% recommend it! It is a little pricey, coming in at $100, but a good idea for your Christmas list! It's available at Sephora as well as the official Erno Laszlo site. 

Have you tried this peel yet or any other products from Erno Laszlo? Let's chat in the comments!

XO, Briana

Monday, October 30, 2017

My Journey with Depression


I've been thinking about this a lot lately and thought I'd share my story. I feel like I'm an open book, so if I can in any way help others who are suffering from depression and/or anxiety than it's totally worth opening up about!

I was talking with my mom the other day about my journey with depression. She has had it for a long time, as well as my aunt so it runs in the family. I do want to put a quick disclaimer in saying that I have not been clinically diagnosed with depression or anxiety, but the shoe fits. I do also suffer from anxiety, which I will touch on, but I want to focus on depression for this particular post!

One of the things I brought up was the fact that I didn't realize that I was suffering from severe depression until way after I came out of it. It's almost like an out of body experience, looking back on myself now with fresh eyes. I didn't really start to experience depression until college. I had a lot on my plate: I was away from home for the first time, living on my own for the first time and dealing with the stress of classes and meeting new people. I think I was alright for the first few years because it was such a unique and exciting experience. However, I also traveled home once a month to visit which probably helped the situation.

My senior year is really when I can recall first experiencing severe symptoms of depression. At the time I blamed it all on being stressed out. I am a perfectionist (#anxiety) so stress comes quite easy for me. So having so many things to worry about and big responsibilities, like designing makeup for A Midsummer Night's Dream, just tipped me over the edge. Plus I was working two jobs and had a lot of drama with friends. It was pretty rough. And I also didn't get to visit home as much because I simply didn't have time.

To the symptoms. I didn't want to do anything. And I mean anything. Just getting out of bed half of the time was an absolute chore. I was constantly sick, whether it was a cold or allergies or just feeling like my whole body was hit by a Mac truck. I missed class a lot, called out from meetings and work, flaked out on spending time with friends and spent a lot of time watching marathons of Bar Rescue. Through it all, I really just thought I was tired from running all the time and that my body couldn't handle it. I was suffering and I didn't know why. I wanted to do all of these things, but my body just wouldn't let me. One of the things I want to note is that, although it is common, I didn't often feel sad. I did have certain days when I felt sad for no reason, which I could recognize. But more often than not, I just felt oppressive fatigue more on the end of nothingness. Just general "blah." I can't recall feeling much else, honestly.  I also gained a lot of weight, which I attributed to stress and eating crap. Not so much.


It wasn't until my mom pointed it out that I realized I was in a deep, dark battle with depression. My parents came down for a visit and my mom sat me down and said, "you're really angry." Now if you know me at all, you know that I am not an angry person. I'm probably one of the most chill people you know. But at this point at time I was the freakin' Hulk. Any little thing set me off, and the fact that I didn't notice until someone else did is a little scary. How can your entire personality shift without you even realizing? My biggest issue was that even though my mom had explained depression to me in the past, I was so far deep that I couldn't even recognize the symptoms. Luckily, that conversation with my mom was enough to wake me up and realize what was going on. Just being armed with that knowledge of what triggered me and what I was feeling, I was able to combat it and heal.

I think moving back home definitely helped. It alleviated a lot of my stress, and being with my family always makes me happy. I slowly got better and am lucky to have not experienced a really bad episode like that in many years. However, in retrospect, I so wish I had figured it out sooner. I missed a lot of opportunities and my schoolwork and relationships suffered as well. Part of me wishes I could get a do over for that year, but everything happens for a reason. I think I needed to experience that so that when I start to fall into that rabbit hole again I am ready to pull myself out. I haven't felt the need to get medication for my depression, since it is pretty mild at this point. My anxiety on the other hand is a different story, one that is for another day. With depression, I find that I am able to recognize my patterns and I prevent it by really taking care of myself mentally.

I still have to fight sometimes to get out of bed in the morning, but at least now I can tell the difference between depression weighing me down and just plain 'ol exhaustion! I'm happy to share my story and help you guys understand that depression is not always totally apparent. If any of you want to share your stories, ask/share advice, or just need someone to talk to I am always here! We can chat in the comments, or you can message me privately through my Facebook page!

XO, Briana

Monday, October 23, 2017

Fall Trend Report!


Hello friends! I never seem to realize how long it's been since I've posted until I actually log in and see the last post I published! In this case, it's been a little hectic and I've been working on several different things that I hope to bring to you in coming weeks!

With all that aside, I am excited for this post that I've come up with. It's nothing totally innovative, but I kept noticing certain styles popping up on Instagram (my social media platform of choice) and thought I'd curate my own little trend report! I'll link the images to their OP so you can follow these awesome accounts for yourself!

Cosmic Influence


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I'm getting strong moonchild vibes from a lot of people this fall. Glittering stars and embroidered cosmos are constantly popping up! I've even seen a lot of moons and stars in jewelry styles. The cool thing too is that this trend seems to span a multitude of styles! No longer is cosmic influence reserved for the bohemian hippie chick in you.

All Wrapped Up


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Wrap dresses and wrap/tie front tops are everywhere when it comes to the more tropical/beachy styles (aka, my style.) I'm personally obsessed with the printed maxis that XIX Palms has been showing off prominently all over IG. Simply stunning! While most of the styles I selected are on that more "endless summer" side, this trend can definitely be translated to a more polished style.

Fuzzy Feelings


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Return of the floofy jackets! This trend has been making the rounds for a few years now, particularly with bohemian stylistas. Now it seems to be crossing over a little, but on the more subdued side. Even though I, sadly, can't really seem to rock this trend (I look like a really glamorous linebacker) I still love the fun and freedom of a gigantic fuzzy frock. Maybe I'll try the hoodie version!

What Goes Around...


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The trend that started it all! I started to notice these little guys all over my feed and throughout my likes. I hadn't even noticed the amount until I went and looked! It seems like all my favorite tropical fashionistas are rocking these tambourine style bags! I personally enjoy the rattan styles, but they are showing in leather styles as well! Definitely a good staple bag to keep around all year long!

Breaking News-boy


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Of all of the trends I've listed, this is the one that I went out and bought right away! I love a good hat, and I've been seeing this style all over. It seems to go with just about anything and looks good in a variety of colors, patterns and textures! I got a simple black felt one from Target that looks exactly like the higher end ones that have been circulating! It's an easy trend to get the "look for less" but still be on point! I personally love pairing this more menswear inspired topper with one of those feminine wrap dresses! Bonus points if it's in a tropical print!

What trends have you spotted for the season? Which are your favorites? Let's start a very fashionable conversation in the comments!!


XO, Briana